Have you ever felt this way?
Where you dont get to say what you feel about a certain something or express your feelings.
You want to say it, but get stuck, and thus is kept secretly in the heart..
Ugh.
Gay, much.
I hate feeling this way, so gay and weak. A weak point of being human. Where did my robot side go.
Anyway that will be all that has to do with the title of this post.
The rest would be about me being back in Melbourne. Yeah I cooked dinner today. I am quite sure I eat more greens in Australia than in Malaysia man. Quite sure. And it also hit me clearly that the reasons I don't cook or even think of cooking in Malaysia (except for instant noodles) and cook daily in Melbourne are
1. Why cook in Malaysia when food is so cheap?
2. Why go through the hassle of buying ingredients and washing up dishes when the price you pay for labour in Malaysia is nothing compared to here in Melbourne? You don't even have to compare to say its cheap.
3. Cooking in Melbourne keeps you warm in winter.
4. Cooking in Malaysia gets you all sticky and dirty.
5. Food always tastes better in Melbourne even if your cooking sucks and this is all due to the cold weather. For example, the thought of having toast and butter or cereal and milk or oatbananamilk NEVER came to mind while I was in Malaysia. It's all about the weather man. Or maybe it's because I never really got up in the morning in Malaysia haha.
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I have a 9a.m. lecture tomorrow. I attended my first lecture for the semester today and it wasn't the most interesting class. So not in the mood to returning to student life... yet. It somehow feels as though I left my heart in Malaysia. Oh no. More gay talking. Shoot.
Anyways, a friend cheered me up with this:
sleep well
remember 2morrow is aways a new day
what ever happened yesterday
has gone
and it stays in the pass
look forward for a brighter day
Hmm it doesn't sound as good as it did yesterday haha.
Anyway, I hope all is well with all you readers out there. Oh, and a couple of sneak peek pictures on my winter break over the past three weeks.

Dim Sum at Tai Thong Tropicana as the first breakfast. Heavennnn.

Suprisingly delicious noodles discovered by myself at Asia Cafe, the place where lots of memories come from as well as fun times over the two years of studying in KL.

Highschool friends who will never be replaced nor forgotten. Its awesome how we can still talk and hang out <3.

Polluted ss15, Subang. Haze at about 12noon.

And last but not least, Ipoh mates who are always there for me going around Ipoh on the hunt for food <3.
Ugh I should be writing all that in my next post i.e. Winter break. Too many spoilers.
Am looking forward to my lovely breakfast tomorrow as I enjoyed my usual Melbourne breakfast of cereal and milk this morning. Having milk here again is absolutely sensational.
-out